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Our otherwise nice neighbors are having a barbeque birthday party in front of the house. I'm cleaning house. It's a really hot day and cleaning makes it even hotter so I'm just wearing a halter top and shorts.
So I go to take the rubbish out and right if front is the party. I smile and nod to them. Every adult there (big family with extended realative) gives me dirty looks of scorn like I'm the Whore of Babylon.

I'm told I'm attractive but I don't know- people say alot of things just to be nice. I'm body dismorphic so I can't really judge what I look like.I know I'm curvy- large breasts, full hips and an hourglass figure. I'm built kind of like a pin-up girl so people will sometime just treat me like crap just for existing, like I'm out to steal their boyfriends, girlfriends, girlfriends or spouse!

I get really tired of it. I

Ordinary clothes look different on me. What's a modest top for others can make me look like a prostitue. It's not my fault I look like walking prongraphy and I have better things to do than seduce their small minded spouses.

I also get random people that come up and just say "Wanna f*ck?"

evil sometimes I really wish they'd all f*ck off evil

I don't understand why people act that way, but I can easily see people I used to think of as friends acting just that way.

I think you're right. Since I've been in college, I've done a few LGBT panels in some of the psychology classes. I like them, their fun. It never fails, someone always says to me "your bi? but you look normal".